so laaaaazy.............

finally had violin lesson today, after a month without one. which means we drove out to West Hartford. i love long car rides....... mostly cuz i do basically zip during them, haha! i love to just sit and stare out the window. either at the clouds or license plates. oh gosh, were there some awesome clouds today or what! wow, clouds are a favorite past time of mine...er.... present time..... wait.... not past time.... cuz i still love em.... but you can say present time, or now time....... that's weird...... english is weird! as if you didn't know that already! lol anyway...... i LOVE clouds soooo much. it's like a life long ambition of mine to be able to paint clouds. i mean, i can sketch really well, i'm actually very good at drawing if i do say so.... but that's pencil..... clouds, you gotta paint. you need the bright blue, the thick puffy whiteness of the clouds, and then the hazy streaks of cloud several layers higher, and the layer of clouds kinda stretched out and spread in lumpiness somewhere in the middle, and then those little wisps of nothingness below em all, just floatin along....... oh i love clouds sooooo much!!!! and i always see shapes in them. like today, i saw a man in a bath tub! oh gosh, wait....... that sounds wrong...... i didn't mean it like that! shut up! hahahahahaha! it was just a cloud! i saw a baby laying on it's back, and one of those buggy things from Star Wars episode 2, and of course an airplane, those are easy to see, and a bunch of horses, more standards...... and of course, clown faces are like the easiest to see, that doesn't even count..... there were a few other objects i saw.... but can't think of em. anyway, that was rather pointless, but i love seeing the shapes in clouds. you should try it some day, just relax and look at those wonders of creation. how could anyone ever look at those and ever think that there isn't a God? i'm constantly amazed with clouds, i don't think i'll ever get enough of them. anyway. after my lesson we went to the music store, which is always a mistake, we spend the loooongest time there, looking at sooo much music, and ordering all kinds of stuff they don't have. i love it! the concerto i'm learning right now, i'm learning off of photo copies of my teachers music, but i need my own music, so we had to order that today, and boy was that funny! the poor guy at the counter! ok, so, the composer name sounds like "Ven-yahv-skee" and he had no idea how to spell it, so i had to spell it for him three times before he finally had it right! btw, it is Wieniawski, so cool! and yes, it's Polish! heeheeeeee! i got a ton of other music too, keep me busy. ha, yah, like i'm not already! speaking of, i have a lot to do still, mostly practicing.... so i'd better get to it!