well now, let's write some shall we?

playin wid me options........ finally got a profile pic working...... and put some more info up. worst part about getting a new site, getting it all set up. i don't like figuring out new things, takes too long. i miss my xanga, poo. whenever i update on there, i think i'll copy it to here too. and i will update it, whenever i can go to the library or something. and besides, i still need to let people know i have this site. hehehe! i mean, i could email a few people, and i might do that, but i still want to put up a general post. well, anyhoo, me tired. still. and feeling bad, haven't been practicing...... someone needs to smack me. mleh. ha, sad thing is, prolly wouldn't make a difference. rawr, need more self control. actually, that would be good for a lot of things. hehehe, i need help, in a lot of ways....... as some of you know already, and have pointed out! :D oh well, i'm really not putting myself down really, i'm just foolin and being a goof. actually, being rather serious right now, i have a problem of not being serious enough. not saying i never am, i actually have been a lot more this year than i usually am, i just need to be even more. i tend to brush things aside, forget about them, reason them away. i need to be more considerate of others, i've been really trying this year, but really not enough. esp cuz for some reason, people like to talk to me about their problems, maybe just cuz i listen well, and don't talk too much. ha, even at work people are confiding in me about their crushes and asking advice, and do i think she likes him, how should he ask her this, how can you tell if a girl likes you, etc. anyway. yeah. that was totally unnecessary. heeeeee, my mind is working in strange ways right now, i was kinda just randomly typing all that, whilst at the same time kinda thinking with half my mind about something completely different. me is kinda happy bout something! but me not sayin anything...... cuz it bein personal... and maybe wrong too..... but hey, i can dream can't i? ok, shuting up now..... going to bed, like, soon. just so you know, for some reason i can't get the time stamp right on this thing, so it's really 1/4 after 9 right now, not whatever it says... prolly something like 4. the other two times i wrote it was like 10, even tho it said something after 4 too. ok, out.