soooo tired

and bored. hate applications. really don't like parents saying, oh, well, you should apply here now, at the last minute. ech. anyway. you know, it's really funny what different people think about me. i like to just sit back and think about how many different views of me there are, just from the different sides of me people get to see. but what's really kinda funny, is how many people who really don't know me much at all, and not for very long either, say how very nice and sweet i am, one of the nicest people they know, and they don't even know me! like this guy at work, my best friend there's older brother, i was talking with him the other day, and their family is also large and homeschooled. when it finally came out that i was homeschooled too, he's like, aha! the truth comes out! i kinda thought you were, not sure why, but i wondered. i joked that i just have the look of a homeschooler, and he goes no, not really, it's just that you're nice, you're just nice. hahaha! i thought it was funny! 'specially cuz it was only like the second time i had talked with him. and then at orchestra last nite! haaaa, i have a very good friend who goes to orchestra now, and it makes me feel better for there to be someone i know. anyway, she had introduced me to a friend of hers back when we started, and i had talked with him a couple times maybe since then, but neither of us really knew the other's name, so a couple weeks ago, we made it a point to ask about the other person's name, and he just couldn't remember mine, so i told him if it was easier to remember, he could just call me evil. hehe! well last nite, during break, he asks, now what was that nickname you're called, meany or something, evil... i'm like yeah, evil. he's like, ok... why? i told him cuz i'm evil! he's like really.... well, ok, maybe not evil evil, but i'm evil..... in a nice way...... sorta..... but evil. he says no you're not, i know some really evil people, really mean people, and you gotta be one of the nicest people i know. haaaaaa, i think it's really amusing. ha, 'specially the way i can be "evil" to some people. you know, it's just really funny how many different ways people see me, like this really quiet shy girl, this "sweet" girl (HA!) funny, cute, crazy, wild, all that, it's really quite amusing! HAHAHAHAHA!!!!!! i gosh, wow, i'm in the wackiest mood right now! so i've run out of creative ideas, cuz every single online app. needs you to create a user name, and they call you that name in their emails to you, and file you under that name, so i usually try to do something that has to do with my name, but for the school i'm doing right now, there wasn't anything available that i could think of, so i finally just did "bwuahaha" and that is now my user name, and that is how they shall refer to me and file me as! oh dear..... and i'm laughing sooo hard, cuz i just got an email, addressed to bwuahahaha! oh this is awesome! heeeeee! ok, i need to finish this, cuz i have other work to do, and today, i actually have work work, like Big Y work! yesss! for some reason, they only scheduled me for Thu, Fri, and Sat this week, kinda weird. anyway, gotta go now! hope everyone's enjoying this... lovely....er, uh...... day, that is not...... raining. absolutely refuse to admit it, it's a gorgeous day out there! seriously!