let's be organized......

ok, so, trying something new. haha, i will attempt *ahem* to be organized, lol, in my writing. yah, sure =P so anyway, i guess that would make this like the introductory paragraph, or something....... and i guess i have to start another paragraph for anything else i say now. confusing..... i’m not a very organized person, we’ll see how long this lasts........
ok..... well, now this is really weird, i can’t do this! my train of thought is so random and everything is connected, i can’t separate like this! meh meh, errrrr, uh, ok, concentrate. hm, well, i have decided to start another blog, that i shall link to here, haven’t quite figured out how yet, but i’ve seen it done, and this blog shall just be pictures. my Dad finally showed me how to hook up my camera to the puter so now i can get my pictures on it, and now i shall put some of them up for others to see. haha, and now i have several pics to use as my profile pic, about time i changed it. thing is, the one i was going to use, my brother was looking thru my camera and when he came to that one, he goes Whew! look at this hotness! gosh Rachel, you look so sexy! and i guess he has a german project of making a family tree, and you need pictures of everyone, and he decided he really wanted that one, and had me print it for him. then he gets talking about how he’s gonna bring “this hotness” to school and then he says, oh but, none of the guys in German are cool, i don’t want them looking at your picture.... oh well, i’m still bring this hotness with me and people will be like, whoa, that’s your sister? anyway, that made me really self-conscious about the picture, and i still want to use it, but i’m kinda afraid to. rawr. in any case, when this is posted, i will have put a new picture up, what it is i shall decided later.
ok, new topic....... this feels weird. haha! oh dear, i just looked up, and each paragraph i have started with “ok” i need to stop that...... must find another word...... or maybe don’t use a word, just launch right into each random thing. anyway, must decide which of the many subjects i wish to talk about now. i shall talk about work. actually have two things to say abut work, but let’s do the funnier one first. so my boss has this thing about water, or any drink actually. she doesn’t think it’s good courtesy to the customers to see us drinking, so we’re “not allowed” to have drinks, but pretty much everyone does, we just hide them under our registers. well the other day, Nancy (my boss) caught me with my water, she goes, “what are you doing? you know you’re not supposed to have that, so get rid of it.” i did not drink any more the rest of my shift. but the next day, or nite actually, i dropped in to fixt my availability schedule, and saw Jay, and he started telling me how Nancy had been in a bad mood that day, she had yelled at him, and at a couple other people there. i told him about the water thing the previous day. that was Sat. so yesterday, Jay was doing the trash in the evening, gets to my register and goes Rachel! soda and water! you’re not supposed to have those, so i’ll just toss em out for you..... the soda wasn’t mine, someone had left it under there before, and i told him that, so he throws it away, and starts to take my water and i’m like no no! you can’t take that! it’s my water, i need it, give it back! he was just being a goof and gave it back. but then later, oh my gosh! hooooo, he is so mean! oh what a brat! hahahaha! so it was about 8 at nite, pretty quiet in the store, and after a customer left my line, Jay was down at the end bagging, and he goes, man, you do not pay attention. Nancy just walked behind you and took your water. i was like wHaT???? i look and it’s not there, so i’m spluttering and all like, but she didn’t but it’s my water she took it? no no, but but.... and so on, just random bursts of stuff. and he’s just like yeah, she just walked by and took it, she just tossed it out over at the booth. i looked over and she was standing over there. then i was like grrr, but my water is very important to me, oh my gosh, i can’t believe she took it. Jay had come around to where i was at that point, and he goes, well if your water is that important to you, *places my bottle down next to me* you should pay more attention to it. oh. my. gosh. you should’ve seen me! i couldn’t believe he had just done that to me! i mean, it was really funny, oh but it was so horrible! i’m basically dying of laughter thinking about it now. anyway, that was a seriously long paragraph. new topic now. not going to talk about the other work topic, i’ll do that some other day.
i was really thinking about not saying anything about this, but it’s upsetting me too much to not. except actually, i can’t really say anything about it. rawr. but something made me incredibly upset last nite. i can’t believe how upset i got, it was bad. it took a while to calm down enough to sleep. but darn it, i can’t talk about it on here. i can’t really talk to anyone about it, except maybe my brother, but even he wouldn’t totally understand or help. so anyway, i guess that was kinda a waste to even mention, except that it’s still really really upsetting me, when i let myself think about it. but you know the thing is, when there’s something you don’t want to think about, it seems like that is the one thing you can’t get out of your mind. rrrrrrrrr.
time to figure out what picture to use, and how to get a picture blog set up.