two days in a row!!!!!

updating again! wow, things all of a sudden went weird and exploded. i can't really say on here, cuz it's not about me, but i'm kinda in the middle of something really really painful, and i want to help so badly, and don't know how, and i'm hurting too. rawr for growing up. anyway, really can't write about that all here. so moving on...... thinking of other things...... so me drove to the barn again this morning, and guess what? i had something new to do before i could drive, i had to use the defroster so i could actually see out the windshield! it was so cold this morning!!!!!!! i was wearing a shortsleeved shirt i had worn to bed, and a long sleeved shirt over that, and a thin sweater over that, and topped off with a thick sweater. i also had two pairs of socks on, but stupid stupid, did not think about my poor hands......... at least i made it thru the morning and still have all my fingers. oh! hahaha! so i guess one of the horses i thought hated me now likes me! he used to be such a pain, always kicked his stall walls, trying to eat my pitchfork, trying to escape, would step on my feet, and just anything annoying or obnoxious he could do. but today, i had to clean his stall with him in it, i usually move him to an empty one if i can, but didn't have that option today. he was still being frisky, but was actually being nice! let me pet him, nuzzled against me, and was being a real sweety, until he started eating my hood! haha, and then! i was kinda absent-mindedly stroking his nose and just standing there, and all of a sudden i feel this strange sensation in my hand and realized he had just closed his mouth around it!!! he wasn't biting, but had simply opened his mouth and closed around my hand and was holding it there, wet wet wet! anyway, mad that it's getting cold again...... can't stand the cold..... i've said many times before, but i'm really a cold blooded lizard. wish i could just migrate south for the winter or something. actually, for a while, i really really wanted to go to this college in Texas.......... but oh well, not anymore, have to settle with being cold forever.......