hm, kinda upset right now......... feeling rather unsure, insecure..... scared...... i dunno. anyway..... invited a friend to church today, said he would come, but didn't, kinda disappointing. oh well. rawr, why am i in this mood? grr.
"well i can't ever really believe/ no one was sent to get me/
and i feel like i'm being erased/ no one got left here/ i'm all alone/ no one was sent to get me/ i'm all alone/ no one got left here/ but i'm fine/ no one got left here/ well i'm fine/ no one got left here"

"the wind is moving/ but i am standing still/ a life of pages/ waiting to be filled/ a heart that's hopeful/ a head that's full of dreams/ but this becoming/ is harder than it seems/ feels like i'm/
looking for a reason/ roaming thru the nite to find/ my place in this world/ my place in this world/ not a lot to lean on/ i need your light to help me find/ my place in this world/ my place in this world/
if there are millions/ down on their knees/ among the many/ can you still hear me/ hear me asking/ where do i belong/ is there a vision/ that i can call my own/ show me, i'm/
looking for a reason........