updating for the sake of updating

contrary to my nature, i don't really have anything to say right now. but i know, as soon as i find something to talk about, i'll get going and go forever, haha! so anyway... me is messed up right now, kinda. little confused about something, because i'm clueless, i really am. i just need help, meh. but i can't talk about that. i know i know, then why'd i even bring it up, ha, cuz i'm like that. and i've not been sleeping well..... and when i do, i have really weird dreams. ha, pretty similar dreams actually. i have a weird mind... but you all know that already! hehe! Ahhhhhhh! yess!!!!!!! finally found this overture i've been searching and searching for with no luck! it's a Rossini overture we're doing in NEMFA, on the music it says: Ouverture zur Oper „Die diebische Elster, and i could not find it anywhere! itunes didn't have anything that looked like that, nothing on the web had it except things in german that i can't understand anyway, and i couldn't find it translated in english anywhere, and then, wickipedia didn't even have it! i was going crazy!!!! i finally tried just individual words, and i found Elster, that is a Magpie! hahaha! so now i have found it, and bought it, and am listening to it right now, the Thieving Magpie Overture, and boy is it fun! i'm having trouble following along with my music and typing, poo. i'll have to follow along later and just listen right now. oh gosh i'm so tired, very glad my shift today is only four hours, i could not take a six hour one now. oh! i just found out that my boss is leaving in january, the one that started like in october, or maybe it was august. everyone hated her at first, she was called the witch behind her back, but i've grown to appreciate her more and more and i like her now, she really is nice and fun, you just have to get used to her. but anyway, she hates this store and doesn't want to work here anymore, and is leaving us. that's gonna make me sad.... but actually, when i think about it, i won't be working very much in jan. or feb. all my college visits will get in the way, darn it! i'll miss my Big Y!!!!!! AH, there is a headless..... armless... angel lying on this desk.... that was startling. aw, poor thing, it's broked..... haha, looks like the head was previously re-glued, and broke again. sad. it's one of the Willow Tree angels, if any of you know them, they're pretty interesting. absolutely no facial features at all, just this totally blank head, but it doesn't really look bad. anyway. haha, enough about the angel. oh my gosh, guess what we're having for Christmas dinner on friday when relatives come! we are having pizza! isn't that the craziest thing ever? i was like pizza?? for Christmas?? when my Grandma makes the most wonderful food, and we do a lot of cooking too, and we're having pizza??? at least on Christmas day we're having a turkey, which is good, cuz we did not have one for Thanksgiving, i was bummed about that. ok, anyway, i must go now, work to do.