bah!

this is not good, me is scheduled for work tomorrow..... but we're having relatives over for Christmas.... and i can't get anyone to respond to me about taking the shift.... i have two maybes.... but they won't call me back or answer their phones!!!! grawr. not good. and it's not like i can just drive myself over to Big Y and talk to people there...... darn it. mom's giving lessons, so she can't drive me, Sarah's watching Superman Returns.... LOVE that movie!!! she hasn't seen it yet, so i can't ask her to take me. this is just not good. poo. but anyway.... had a fun day at work yesterday, as usual. i wore these jingle bell earrings and had sooo much fun with them! made many people laugh, and it was great. boo, can't focus. time to resort to lyrics.... hahaha!
never let nobody know me/ never let nobody dare/ never let somebody hold me/ long enough for me to care/.....
never let my guard down easy/ never let myself let go/ i never knew the reason why/ i never let my feelings show/.....
i never let nobody touch me/ never let nobody try/ i never let somebody move me/ deep enough to make me cry/....
i was strong and independent/ i never needed anyone/ i thought i had it all together/.....
sometimes i wanna run/ sometimes i feel just like a fool/.....

once again i just can't get it straight/ wondering if wandering is my fate/ but don't lose hope in me quite yet/ cause help must be on the way, any day/....