tired......

getting more sleep, which is good, but i'm still tired. so yesterday was this competition i do every year, this is like my 6th year doing it..... or something like that. i've never really like it..... the judges are very biased. but it's good i guess, good practice. anyway, this was my last year, and i guess my best year, just cuz there were a lot more people there i know. course the siblings who also competed, another friend who goes a lot, but this time, there were several people from Bach Academy, actually, two of them were from church, the other family i only know from B.A. they are sooo talented. i really don't mind being beaten by Sam, he's amazing, and i'm glad he gets to play with the orchestra and not me. so anyway...... we have a Christmas program being held at my church this Sunday nite, and......... i'm singing in it...... terrified........ haven't ever really sung in front of people before. then the next Sunday, oh gosh am i excited! next Sunday, the 17th, is the premiere performance of Mr. Shaw's Christmas Cantata!!!! so exciting!!!! man it's gonna be awesome! can't wait, it's really amazing. i'm going to invite sooo many people to it, i hope they come. ok, this is gonna have to be short, really have not been concentrating lately. one of the side effects of my meds is it makes me tired, and can affect my concentration. oho! like the new music! it gets annoying after a while, i'll have to change it again pretty soon.